...Jesus
What do you think it means when it says '...in all things tempted like as we are...'? - A-L-L.
Was I ever jealous or
sensitive, you wonder? Or prone to negative thinking? Yes, I was
tempted by them all, but the Father gave Me the power to overcome them.
Even so, He can and will give you the power to overcome them, it just
all depends on how much you avail yourselves of that power.
Sometimes I grew impatient with My followers or with some people. I did have to deal with anger more in My younger years.
One sin that's related to
anger, - and anger can sometimes be a manifestation of it - is
self-righteousness. Sometimes we see someone behave in a certain way,
and we think we have an equal right to act the same way. I was
sometimes tempted with thoughts of judgment in a premature way, before
I was really "ready" to be a Judge, so to speak, which is a very common
& natural thing to happen during many people's youth. Usually, what
helps one to get over this, is to experience other people's anger, to
witness how ugly it can be, and how it hurts to be at the receiving end
of it. Having seen other people display their anger from a child's
viewpoint and the viewpoint of a weak human being helped Me to be more
merciful, and to be more "slow to anger," so to speak, more
longsuffering.
Pride was a sly & subtle
enemy to overcome, since it was My goal and destiny to become an
eternal, living symbol and sample of humility, God's Lamb slain, in
humble surrender & yielding. And although this was My nature all
through My life, naturally, the Enemy tried to tempt Me with pride. But
he also had to do this during My earlier years. One perfect example of
this is when My parents missed Me & I had stayed back at the temple
without their permission... The age of 12 is a very dangerous time when
one is very easily prone to pride. One begins to think of himself as
very smart and superior to others, even to one's parents.
Actually, it was the Holy
Spirit Who had to set Me straight on that one & check My heart
about this attitude. It's kind of hard to know you are the Son of God,
and not be tempted by pride.
But I was reminded of the fall
of Lucifer, how it was pride that caused it, and I was reminded of the
purpose for which I had come into the world: not to lord it out over
anyone in pride, but to humbly lay down My life for the sins of the
world. I learned a lot about pride, all of which helped Me to
understand how much wiser it is to be humble, how much purer, how much
more happy one can be if he simply does not allow pride to take root in
his heart but lets humility dwell there instead. Humility was clearly
the better choice and the better path, and I saw that very early in My
life.
You know that if there's one
thing I stand for, it's truth, and I am the Way, the Truth and the
Life. Consequently, there have been only very small & minor
incidents during which I was tempted to tell an untruth, to slightly
exaggerate something. I also learned these lessons very early in life.
Once you have battled against the father of lies & looked through
him, and once you have seen poor pitiful human souls be victims of
lies, deceit & untruth, it's pretty hard to fall into that same
trap yourself. But I have been tempted in this point, too, and you may
learn about these incidents in greater detail, latest when you're with
Me in My Kingdom. This kind of stuff is future educational material,
and it already is, in Heaven.
Envy was a sin that was easy to
fall prey to as a relatively poor young carpenter's son, when
confronted with the riches of others. Then again, it was fairly easy to
overcome, remembering or being confronted with those who were yet much
worse off than us: the lame, the sick, the really poor; and if one had
a grateful heart, it was easier to see one's own blessings & it
became harder to be envious of others.
Also, being the Son of God and
blessed to be Heir of untold spiritual & eternal riches, it soon
became evident that envy was a result of looking at things in the
flesh, through carnal eyes, & losing sight of the eternal, the
unseen. Envy could be overcome by looking through the eyes of faith, at
the inheritance of the Father's Promise, - indeed, of all that the
Father held and had to offer... It made all that the world had to offer
look pretty puny in comparison, which is also one reason why the Devil
wasn't successful at tempting Me with all its riches, even at one of
the very weakest points in My life, when I felt completely empty and
drained and virtually on the brink of starvation...
One of the ways in which I was
tempted by avarice was being tempted to withhold of My spiritual riches
& all that I've had to give; not so much because I wasn't a
cheerful Giver, but more for reasons of physical exhaustion; sometimes
the tendency to feel a little bit like they didn't deserve it, and at
other times mixed with the temptation to just be lazy. It's easy to be
stingy with some and then again extremely generous with others, and we
have to be careful to not be partial in our sharing, not to act from a
sense of personal preference, allowing some to indulge in our love and
goodness and all we have to offer, while being more stingy with others,
but to equally shower everyone with the same blessings, or at least the
same opportunities to be blessed.
On the other hand, sometimes there is a justified and necessary withholding.
Avarice can be overcome by the
sheer determination to give, to continue to pour out one's life without
measure, without holding back, a determination to give all.
Certainly I was tempted by
fear, one of the Enemy's most effective weapons & one of the
greatest manifestations of his power. I was tempted by fear before I
faced My darkest hour, the night in which I was betrayed, and since I
already knew before what was going to happen, this wasn't the first
time I had to face that Enemy. Being the incarnation of an all-powerful
God, to experience fear was the epitome of the opposite of everything I
was in the Spirit. Fear is one of the sins that have the greatest grip
on humanity, next to pride, and since I was to free mankind from it,
I've really had to conquer it. Of all My temptations, I confess that
fear was one of the strongest, although I was generally a courageous
Person and One Whom others probably would have considered fearless.
But there were those moments of
temptation when the Enemy just knew how to rub it in and to drive it
home, that I, My flesh, My body, was going to be in his hands for a
certain time, and that there was nothing not even the Father could do
about it, or could do to help Me then... The fear of death, the fear of
pain; not the fear of actually dying or what was to come afterwards,
but the fear of that hour, that cup, which, if it would have been
possible, I would have preferred to have it pass from Me... But it was
to be, it had to be, I had to go through that!
I, the Epitome and Embodiment
of faith, Who had walked on water, Who had raised the dead, Who had
disappeared from within the midst of My enemies, Whom angels served and
to and through Whom God Almighty spoke and Moses and Elijah had
appeared, I was to be subject of fear, in order to free all of mankind,
all of My brothers and sisters, from the grip of the same.
There were some who accused Me
of intemperance or gluttony. They called My a wine bibber and a
glutton; and it may be true that I indulged more in the good pleasures
this life had to offer than some of the holy men people had known
before, like John the Baptist, who was living a rather ascetic
life-style compared to Me. In fact, this was one of the reasons why
John himself doubted Me, he could not understand how we could be so
different in this aspect. Maybe you could say I was sometimes tempted
to live a little bit of heaven on earth and to have a little bit of the
share of the heavenly life while I was still on earth.
I've had to watch it. I've had
to keep the balance. I've had to learn to be sober & vigilant, for
My adversary, the Devil was walking about as a roaring lion, and he was
out to devour Me. I didn't care about the accusations of the people,
but I also knew that this life wasn't the end, My destination. So, the
pleasures of this life were not My reward yet, there was something much
more to come; and yet I knew that all things were Mine, and I wanted to
give My disciples - including you - a sample of the life to be lived in
fullness and abundance, although some Christians nowadays tend to take
this to the other extreme & go overboard on this & actually
tend towards downright covetousness & greed.
Lust... since I was a Man of
Love, you might say that this was one of My more difficult temptations,
but as the Bible says, I was tempted in all points as you are, yet
without sin. Whatever I did, even when tempted with these things, I did
it without sin; I did it with love.
What kept Me looking forward,
instead of looking at something I may have been missing out on, was the
great and immense need, the job that was there to do. There are just
more important things to do, and there'll be plenty of occasion for
this part of life afterwards...
You might say that in My case
this temptation was related to the temptations of envy, since I knew I
wasn't going to be able to live out a carnal relationship such as
marriage, but keeping the vision on My future bride & My spiritual
bride made it worth it all & helped Me overcome that temptation -
although You have to realize that I'm just giving you a very brief,
analytical rundown of things that were actually intense matters of the
heart, and when it says "tempted, " it really means tempted. It wasn't
just a brief thought that I was able to brush off with the wave of a
hand. They were intense and very real battles, deep and emotional
battles & trials, and as the everlasting school of Life continues,
you shall have opportunities to benefit from My lessons (on this topic)
further on up the road...
Finally, you'd like to know in
what aspect I may have been tempted with laziness. Well, there was that
temptation to just not want to go & pour out to certain people,
because I was tempted to feel they weren't worth it, the type of
laziness that's mingled with a little bit of self-righteousness and a
little bit of spiritual avarice or stinginess. It's the "what's the
use" attitude...
I knew what was in their
hearts, and I knew who was going to make it and who wasn't; so, knowing
that some people were going to squander the Father's inheritance didn't
exactly motivate Me at first to pour out My life, My Words, My energy
to them. But what helped Me overcome that temptation, was a glimpse
into the spirit and into the future, that there were going to be
precious souls like you, who, even though they would squander My grace,
My Words, My Love, even My sacrifice and Salvation, yet they were going
to pan out in the end and contribute precious lessons learned &
valuable gifts to their fellow humans though their experiences.
You never know who that person
might touch, or (who they might) become, that you feel tempted to
refuse to give the Words of life to, because you feel just too lazy to
confront their initial rejection or to deal with their sins, their lack
of faith & lack of conviction, their lack of courage.
Having been tempted in all
points like you also helped Me to see that there wasn't anyone for whom
it wasn't worth it to overcome that temptation.
If you know that everyone with
whom you share My Words will be worth it in the end, then it will help
you overcome your laziness & temptation to withhold, more easily.
And if you know that I've been going through these same temptations,
you can know that I have overcome and through Me you can also overcome.
You can benefit from My power, the power that I gained in part through
overcoming your very same sin. You can know that I've done it and so
can you, because I've done it. You can stand on My victory! By being a
partaker of My life, My flesh, My body, My blood, you can also be a
partaker of My victory - the victory over all sin - that I gained for
you and all mankind - all of those who will avail themselves of that
offer, that gift. All you've got to do is make them that offer. One
overcame for all. Because I overcame, you can overcome, and because you
overcome, others will yet overcome, etc.
"Learning obedience" for Me
meant to learn to love even more than I had before I came to Earth; and
seeing, feeling and experiencing the whole thing the way humans do,
changed pretty much everything for Me, as far as My viewpoints, ways
& abilities of relating to them were concerned. You can have all
the wisdom of a God, but without love, it's still not the same. Part of
the love the Father had for the World in sending Me to Earth was
manifested in His teaching Me through this experience to relate much
better to you.
When it comes to this world,
I've always been strange & weird, not because I am weird, but
because they're so far away from the way things are supposed to be.
They're so far away from My standard of love, so deep into their
darkness, the light scares them half to death.
I never demanded anyone's
blood, but I gave Mine freely, & even told My disciples that they
would have no part in Me unless they would eat My flesh & drink My
blood, which turned quite a few of them away from Me temporarily!
They did come back later when
they realized what I had meant by this, when they saw, & when the
Holy Spirit revealed it to them, how the Scriptures had to be fulfilled
& how I had to give My life, in order to save them, that by My
blood they were going to be saved, no other way.
Some had expected the Messiah
to be a great deliverer in the flesh, who would cast off the Roman yoke
from their neck. But I was "only" a Deliverer in spirit, Who would free
them from a much greater yoke, though, than the Roman yoke, namely the
yoke of their own sins. That is not something that appeals to pride,
nor the flesh, nor to anyone who settles for this temporary world. This
only appeals to those who are weary of this world, who know that it has
got nothing to offer them.
My name means "Savior." My cry
and My call to mankind is to "Come, let Me save you!" I want to save
you wholly & entire, I want to cleanse and heal all of you, your
mind, your body, your heart, your spirit... your soul.
I have come to bring change; a
change of each & every life, a change of direction for each &
every man and woman as well as for mankind in general. My message was
and still is: "repent!" Which means, "turn around! You're going the
wrong way! You may think you're going the right way, but I'm telling
you something different! Now, who are you going to believe? Here, this
is the right way to go: follow Me, and I'll show you!"
It was relatively easy to
preach "love your enemies, do good to them that hate you & pray for
those that despitefully use you and persecute you." But that night I
was taken, and when I suffered on the cross, I had to prove that I
really believed what I had been preaching, and that's the showdown
where it will be manifest how much of a real Christian you really are,
when it comes to showing how much you're really capable of loving your
enemies.
There ARE absolutes! I know, because I'm One of them.
I wasn't as much of an
"accomplisher" type as I was a Friend to people, hearing them out,
visiting them, caring for them, healing them, helping them. Being a
helper is what it's all about.
When I came and died for
mankind, everything changed. The New Testament was the new way. The new
way is the meek way, the humble way.
Just like many people are going
to be shocked when they'll find out that I really am Who I claimed to
be, there are those who are going to be shocked to find out who My
closest friends are. They were already shocked when I was on earth! My
friends were not the religious people!
My friends were ordinary,
simple folks, simple enough to receive My love & what I had to
give! My best friends were ordinary sinners, not those who condemned
others for their sins.
Some of them were also victims
to self-righteousness every now & then, that religious zeal &
desire for exclusiveness, but they quickly learned that that was
nothing at all that I would encourage: whenever one of My disciples
came up with any notion of being better than someone else, I openly
rebuked them.
When they tried to keep the
children away from Me, indicating that I was too busy, too important,
too holy, too high & mighty to be bothered by children, I rebuked
them, because that is not what I am!
When the sons of Zebedee
thought that they probably were going to have the closest place to Me
in heaven, I rebuked them & taught them that that's not where it's
at. You wanna be the greatest in heaven? Be the servant of all!
The curious and superficial in
My days said, "Let's go and hear the miracle preacher!" They were after
some kind of kick, & they were in it for the loaves and fishes, or
some diversion and entertainment of sorts. But they were living in the
lie, that's why I, the Way, the Truth, and the Life, had nothing to
offer to them. They were living in the way of death, the way of the
flesh, the way of the lie, the way that seemeth right unto a man, but
the end thereof is destruction and death, but they were firmly
convinced that their way was the right way, the way of life, and My way
was the way of death, and when I was finally crucified, it seemed to
confirm to them that they had been right. That's why they all screamed,
"crucify Him!" They wanted Me to die in order to prove that My way had
been wrong, and theirs was right! And for 3 days and nights it seemed
as though they had been right. It seemed as if the Devil had won, but
when I rose, that's when the true story really began, as My power was
multiplied manifold in My disciples.
Sometimes you've got to overcome death first, in order to really break through to life.
Well, that's what I did for all
of you! I have overcome death for you, I plucked out its sting, so that
you could all partake of My life - My unending life, life eternal, life
forevermore, life ever-increasing.
I never imitated the System's way; I came up with My very own, straight-forward and direct way.
My way was love, truth and humility. Adapt to My style instead of theirs.
It's tough to go My way,
because it means being willing to take the pain, instead of dishing it
out. It means to be ready to receive the ridicule, ready to be laughed
at, instead of being the one who ridicules and laughs at others. It
means taking up the cross yourself, instead of nailing others to
crosses with your words.