… Paul
Do like Paul & glory in your weakness! (2.Co.12:9,10)
You
never know which Saul, no matter how hard he has been kicking against
the prick, might turn into a Paul, because of My miraculous
intervention in answer to prayer.
There
are those out there who are desperate & starving for what you've
got to give. So, why try to stuff it down the throats of those who
already know it all & are rejecting it? It's senseless! It's the
same mistake Paul made in going back to Jerusalem to preach to the Jews
for the hundredth time. They had heard it many times & rejected it.
They were weary of the truth. And yet, because Paul wanted to be
recognized by them and impress them, he lost his freedom & his life
in the end.
Don't let those you wish to impress kill you spiritually.
So what
if I use those who have been used by the Devil in some way
before? Wasn't Saul, who later became Paul, a persecutor of My
children, & thus heavily used by the Enemy? And yet, because of his
great sin, there was also a great repentance, and I used him more
effectively for My cause in the end than any of the other disciples...
Don't be like those who try to put Me in a box or try to dictate who
I'm supposed to use or not, who I am supposed to save and who not...
It's just self-righteousness. Rather glorify Me for every miracle I do
in the lives of others, especially in the lives of those who went
astray, to bring them back to Me & My service, often to be used
more mightily by Me than ever before!
Just
because (some people) had been recruited by the Enemy's folks &
used by them in certain instances, doesn't necessarily mean that
they're unconditionally doomed to hell.
Look at
Paul! He persecuted My early followers & was personally responsible
for the death of some of My saints. But I forgave him & opened up
his eyes. And in a way, I still do that with a lot of people, sometimes
during their life-times, and sometimes when their lives are over. Paul
had been duped & been used by the Enemy and his people, too,
because he hadn't been given an opportunity to see the truth yet.
Strangely
enough, people who have been formerly used by the Enemy, can
sometimes accomplish more for Me than those who have been "in My
way" faithfully over many years. Some accredit Paul with being the
major factor in Christianity gaining any significance at all in
history, and it's true: I've had to resort to some drastic measures
& recruit him, because I saw that My own disciples were not doing
it. They weren't getting the point. They still clung to the old Jewish
customs & traditions & rituals, and to the Jewish people, even
though I had shown them by My own sample that I also came to save the
Greeks, the Romans, the Samaritans and all the Gentiles.
Only
after Peter & some of the others saw Paul's success with the
Gentiles, they also, reluctantly at first, started to witness &
preach to the Gentiles & not only the Jews, and that's why you're
here today.
Remember
what infuriated Nero in (the film) "Peter & Paul" the most? That
some were saying that Paul was the most important man in the World. Not
the great ruler of the Roman Empire, but a little Jewish preacher from
the edge of the World...
It's
still the same: not the big rock stars or movie stars or pompous
politicians are really the important people, but My little pivots, on
which the axis & the wheels of history are really turning. There
were many great & pompous men in Nero's day, but who remembers
them? But the Peters & Pauls are now recognized as the real stars,
& thus will it also be in the future. The Britney Spears' &
Michael Jacksons & George Bushs are going to be obscure &
unheard of then, but everyone will know about My Family.
So
often, folks get impatient & their urge to get something done in
the flesh so they can pat themselves on their backs drives them into a
spur of feverish activity in which they sometimes get so involved that
they don't even notice My voice anymore, or that the Spirit and
anointing has departed from them & descended on someone else...
maybe someone they didn't really like or trust, maybe even a former
enemy, like Paul...
Paul and
My other apostles were not always swimming in wealth, although there
were times of bounty through the forsake-alls of new disciples, and
everyone had all they needed because of having all things common (Acts
2:44, 45). Why do you think Paul was the lonely pioneer to go out &
preach the gospel to the heathen while the rest of the church was
enjoying all that fruitful fellowship in Jerusalem?
Nobody
wanted to leave all that voluntarily. It took an oddball like Paul, who
often felt rejected by the rest of the church, criticized, and had
nothing to go on except Me and the fact that his ministry did bear
fruit in the long run. Talk about a man with a vision: Paul had it, and
he did what he could, although at times he hardly could see any good
come out of it, and he also had his time of going back to making
tents...
Paul
worked for years, feeling rejected by the church in Jerusalem, and by
My original disciples. But in the end, they all followed in his
footsteps & continued his work.
Sure, he
felt discouraged at times, too! But he just kept doing what he had to
do. "Yea, woe is unto me if I preach not the gospel!"
Paul
didn't have a lot of physical sample or training to rely on. (Yet) he
accomplished more for Me than the other 11 who had walked with Me and
had seen Me in the flesh! He relied on the Spirit!
Some
conversions I even have to see to Myself, because none of My children
would ever have the faith to approach certain people with the Salvation
message, like Paul for instance! I had to see to his conversion Myself,
basically! Nobody would have given him a chance! You've got to give
more people a chance, and more than one chance, too! Don't immediately
put them in your "well, I tried, but they didn't want to" drawer to
leave them there permanently...
If you
seek Me in everything, if you make an effort to see Me and glorify Me
in everything, then everything is sanctified! That's why Paul was able
to eat with the former pagans he had won to Me! Their customs were
totally different from the religious Jewish customs he had been brought
up in. But because he had been a victim of extreme religious
self-righteousness & narrow-mindedness, he saw the liberty, the
freedom, the liberation from the law that I had brought! It took Paul
to drive home that point to the church, & some still haven't got it!
Paul saw
that the church was to become something bigger than just a bunch of
Jews having found the Savior & received the Holy Spirit.
Those
who don't realize that the royal heritage I'm speaking about is a
spiritual one are actually lagging far behind those pioneers like Paul,
who did what My church was supposed to be doing, way before the rest of
them got the point. What determines how much of an old bottle you are
is how much you cling to the flesh. How much do you allow any sort of
physical advantage to minister to your pride? The more you realize that
"the flesh profiteth nothing" (Jn.6:63) and that the Spirit is all that
matters, the more of a new bottle you can become. But first you've got
to allow Me to shatter your old bottle attitudes, mindsets & carnal
dogmas you cling to, that which you "know" & think you're so sure
of.
If you
feel like you're not "officially sanctioned," don't worry about it.
Remember folks like Paul, who weren't either, for the longest time...
He should be a source of hope, courage and inspiration to you.
Rejoice
and glory in your afflictions, trials and adversities, as Paul and
Peter taught. They had gotten the clue. They saw - over years and
decades of experience - how My machinery works, and how evil is always
merely used in the life of My saints to turn into something good.
Paul
became such an outstanding fighter for Me (because) he had been
fighting on the other side before, and knew the Devil's tactics inside
out. He knew what the pitfalls were he had to look out for, and there
was no more compromise for him.
Paul saw
the greater Law beyond, which the short-sighted, who only look into the
temporal realm can't see: My greater law of grace.
Paul
openly rebuked Peter for his hypocrisy when he first "played along" and
ate with the converted gentiles and then refrained and distanced
himself again when the other brethren from Jerusalem arrived.
But Paul
didn't hold that against him forever, nor stayed bitter about the older
brethren's attitude, but he adhered to My principle of forgiveness and
lived a sample of it in cooperating with the brethren to his best
abilities. It's certainly not so that he established his own cult, but
an essential part of My church, and a flock that he did not intend to
keep for himself.
Even
though there may have been substantial differences between his views
and the Jerusalem church's, (along with the initial understandable
reservations they held against him for having been their persecutor,
formerly), he never allowed those to interfere with his vision to
establish My church, and not some group of his own. He was loyal
nevertheless. He was a man of unity.
His
modus operandi may have been a different one, and in some ways may have
looked "independent," but by the end result you can tell that it wasn't
an effort of his own to rake in honor and glory for himself, but he
really, sincerely just wanted to do My work according to the best of
his abilities; he just did what he knew he had to do, not for himself,
but for My sake, and when he was gone, the brethren kept building on
the foundation he had left them.
Just as
back in Paul's day, there are those who want to preserve the status
quo, thinking that all things will continue as they were. Only those
who are really in tune with Me know that that's not the way it's going
to be in the long run, and they must help prepare others and help them
to adapt to the winds of change.
The
conservative forces resist those voices of change just as much as they
would resist the winds of change, except that they're powerless against
the winds. They think if they can silence the heralds of change, they
might keep the change from happening, but that's not how it works,
because the more they try to silence My voices, the harder I will have
the winds blow to prove them right.
Knowing
how people in leadership positions can be, you can figure that some of
the old, established leaders, were also becoming a little jealous of
Paul, and rather than giving his new ways leeway and the official okay,
initially they clung to their old ways, until I took those conservative
forces out of the way.
It
wasn't always easy for Paul to deal with that, but his loyalty was very
much comparable to that of David in respect to Saul, and just like
Paul's sample is a comfort to you, so was David's example to him.
Paul's loyalty to the Early Church resembled David's loyalty to Saul,
and it became clear that Paul wasn't seeking his own glory or his own
good in what he was doing, but that he was seeking the greater good of
the Kingdom, just as David, centuries earlier, would have given his own
life for Saul and the good of the kingdom, rather than seeking his own
advantage.
Paul
didn't want to be like Saul anymore, and so he focused on David
instead, and was going to learn from the righteous, becoming the
persecuted, instead of the persecutor.